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What a year. What a decade! My own personal new year isn't till my birthday, which is good because I have time to reflect and write up a more proper end-of-year / end-of-decade post later.

I'm TIRED. Didn't feel well yesterday, couldn't sleep for shit last night, finally fell asleep around 3am? Felt like hot garbage this morning so I called in to work and rested (grouchily. can you rest grouchily? because i sure did). Some friends came over this evening and we played a game of Shadowrun (TOTALLY AWESOME) but I'm still feeling sick, so I'm not planning to stay up till midnight. 

Going to eat some food, read a book, and HOPEFULLY go to sleep at a reasonable hour tonight. I'm off work tomorrow for the holiday; with any luck, I'll be recuperated enough to dive back in Thursday. If not, well, fair enough. The last few months have sorely taxed my mental and physical health. I'm grateful my body didn't get sick before this!


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In light of election predictions/results, I'm taking a break from Twitter for my mental health.

Today, I got my new car VIN-inspected, registered, and tagged! (And paid the $1500 sales tax, since I purchased out-of-state. Ooooof. Yeah, sorry everyone, not gonna be a very stacked Christmas from this household in terms of gifts.)

2 lovely things have happened already and it's not even Noon:

1. My new tag number is 073. I LOVE 7's and 3's, prime numbers in general, and particularly like 73! Yet another Sign from the Universe that buying this car was the Right Thing for me. <3

2. A few months ago, I sent a die to a person in the Dice Maniac's Club group. Chessex Borealis Aquerple d10, at the time, worth around $40ish. The DMC person was going through Some Shit and being very conscientious and responsible with their money (in my opinion). I wanted to give them some joy, something positive and happy, so I sent the die to them free.

At the time, I received a tearful thank you in FB Messenger, and I was just so glad I could brighten their day!

This morning, I check the mail, and there's an unexpected package. Inside is a note "You gave me an unexpected gift, now here's one from me. Thank you so much. Happy Holidays!" :3

It's a set of Archanist's Armory Smokey Night Aurora Borealis d10s from their super-limited-no-plans-to-stock-more 10d10 offerings!

I AM SO HAPPY! And so touched!!!!! Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!
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1. I'm gonna go rake leaves this morning! (I love raking leaves and have been trying to find a chunk of time to go rake for Mom2; kept not working out then I woke up about 2hrs earlier than planned today and I'm'ma DO EET!)

2. Flute choir Christmas/Holiday concert this afternoon! Yeay! I think this will be our best, most musical concert ever and I'm looking forward to it.

3. After 17 years, *I have a new car*! A PURPLE 2016 Honda H-RV. It is amazing! It is everything I ever wanted, and so much more, and there's such a story behind it and SQUEEEEEEEE happiness! (Details later.)

4. The audit this week is Wed-Thurs, so I have 2 days to get some actual normal QA work done beforehand (last several have been Tues-Wed). Oh! And there isn't another audit scheduled through the end of the year!

5. Orrin is coughing less! I can sleep with him in the bedroom without being woken up by the coughing. Wonderful news since the weather is supposed to turn cold tomorrow. Snuggling up with him keeps me much warmer than a heating pad.
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This will be my first time performing in a concert with basically no home practice.

Flute choir concert this afternoon, I'm on alto flute for all pieces. The little bit practice I got in was 3 or 4 weeks ago on C flute (prior to being reassigned alto). I've attended 2 rehearsals the past 2 Sundays, and today's concert is going to be recorded for submission for next years' National Flute Association Convention.

No pressure.

Life and life choices got me here. Hopefully, talent and luck will get me through!

I'll be fine. The pieces we're performing are lyrical, many are variations on folk songs. Pretty harmonies, nothing particularly technically challenging (there is always tremendous challenge in those subtle aspects of music that even international award winners strive to improve). I'll know I needed more practice and *I* can tell I'm out of shape, but thankfully this is flute choir work, not solo work! My fellow players will help cover me!

Rin has been sick, coughing up both lungs and his liver. OTC meds didn't help, Rx meds didn't help. Even with us sleeping on different floors of the house and me wearing earplugs, his coughing keeps me awake. I am TIRED. And he's so exhausted and sore it defies description. :(

He's not coming to the concert for fear of a coughing fit during the recording. My dad and grama are planning to come, though. I didn't bother telling my mom; they have enough going on with her post-op healing. No one else ever comes, but it is a long drive.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
I HAVE A KIT-TY!
SHE'S BLACK AND SHE'S TINY
AND SHE LOVES ONLY ME!

Meeting a friend for my free birthday coffee at Starbucks, then home for Decisions. How much Responsible Adult work do I want to do before driving down to my mom's for FISHING.

My dad bought me a 5-yr state license as a birthday present, and come rain or flood, I'm gonna start putting some miles on it today!

Mom invited me down for fishing, and they've got some choice fishing spots, so I'm GOING. The only question is how much of the housework gets done beforehand... Probably at least a load of laundry (already in the washer!) and dishes (tiny amount, mostly cat dishes). Should clean bathroom counter tops, range top, and do some fish maintenance (tank cleaning/water change). That's it, though. I want to get on the road so I can get on the river!

Poor kitties, they'll STARVE TO DEATH because I won't be here to feed them at 8pm or tomorrow at 8am. (They'll have plenty of dry food and I'll give them gooshy food before I leave today.) But HERE FISHY FISHY FISHY!!!
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My brain keeps insisting that I haven't done anything, i'll never do anything, my life is useless trash, WOE UNTO ME. So, for the record, today I have:

*Done about an hour of work
*Fed the cats
*Scooped litter boxes twice
*Gone to help a friend sort beads in her studio for a few hours
*Watched Ant Man & The Wasp
*Arranged to visit my Mom2 and do yard work for her next Saturday
*Vacuumed the entire house
*Mopped the entire house
*Done some general tidying up
*Practiced flute for 60-90min
*Taken a shower
*Made this list

TAKE THAT, BRAIN.
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This is just to log that tonight I experienced a Sir James Galway flute concert for the first time (and probably the only time, seeing as how he's 80). I am so, SO glad I went to this concert. I didn't know it was happening (or I didn't remember/realize) until yesterday afternoon. Thank Menoth there were seats still available! I also went to the pre-concert lecture, it was kinda flute 101 but great for me. My flute teacher and several KC Flute Choir members were there. (I had no idea! We could've made it a party or something!)

All the adjectives in Snake, Rattle N' Roll that scroll when you beat a level? ALL OF THEM.

OUTSTANDING.
AMAZING.
INCREDIBLE.
PHENOMENAL.
SPECTACULAR.

He did things I could scarcely believe my ears were possible on flute. It was classical repertoire, with some Irish folk arrangements. The accompanist was also all those adjectives - it was like he and Sir Galway had a mind-meld they were so precisely together!

He closed the concert with two duets with his wife, who I'm ashamed to say I didn't know played at all, let alone at the virtuoso level of her Living Legend husband. They were so in sync sound-wise I could barely tell when one picked up a phrase and the other left off!

He played on a platinum flute for all but the duets; then he played on a gold flute (probably to match Lady Jeanne, who had a gold flute). The flutes were NOT miked, yet I could hear everything crystal clear.

The recordings of his I've heard led me to think I didn't like his sound but I think that platinum flute gave it a sweeter tone than the gold because I enjoyed it much, much more than I was expecting.

Dude is 80. EIGHTY. He's got a splendid sense of humor, very witty on the microphone, great "dad" jokes. That is the kind of human I aspire to be.

Flute practicing motivation: full up!
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I decided, somewhat arbitrarily, to spend the day sorting through my photos. In 2017, I dumped all photos/videos into a single folder titled "Pix Purge 2017" with the intention of getting them sorted and organized. I was off to a fairly good start early in the year. Fall of 2017 through... well... basically the present was wracked with medical disasters, so the project juuuuuuuuust *sat* there being sullen and vaguely accusatory.

Today, I started out with about 3000 items in the folder. I am down to 758.

I deleted blurry, bad, and duplicate/triplicate images, put movies into a separate folder, and dumped "keepers" into loosely organized folders to organize in greater detail later (give descriptive titles, choose ones to print!).

I still have 8 sub-folders and 750 photos to get through.

I have learned that A) I TAKE TOO MANY DAMNED PHOTOS and B) I like cats C) I really like fishing, and D) I've basically looked the same my entire life, so stop the pity-party about being fat. GEEZE....

I've got too many pictures, even with culling the bad ones out, but one step at a time is the only way to get anywhere. Maybe I'll see the culmination of this now 2-year project in 2019?
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After hearing about this documentary from a friend of a friend, I wanted to watch it myself since it's one of the few topics I might have a prayer of an informed opinion on given my employment in clinical research. I started hijacking the OPs threads, but fortunately they have comments on a screen process, so I was able to dodge that faux paux and bring my yammerings here.

ETA Credentials: I worked for a contract manufacturer of Class I Medical Devices for 5 years as Quality Control before moving to a contract research organization performing Phase I and early Phase II Clinical Research (in-human trials) in 2016. I transitioned from Quality Control into Quality Assurance in 2018. Both industries are heavily and intimately regulated by multiple bodies, including the FDA and the European Union. Paperwork is my life.

The documentary itself was very much in line with any documentary - skating the edge of sensationalist exploitation of personal tragedies by way of Serious Faces and some text-on-screen data. Near as I can tell, that's what good documentaries do, so fair enough?

I took issue with a couple points, but overall I'm glad I watched it. I learned some interesting and depressing things. I will definitely pay closer attention to any Class III devices being foisted upon me, and I will thoroughly vet my surgeon's qualifications using any devices should that situation come up.

Under the cut is a very extensive breakdown of my take on a few of the movie’s points, including links to FDA websites specific to issues at hand.

I do go on. )

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